Holy crap I just read my last post and it was gloomy!
Hi there! Been a while hasn't it?
Let me explain what happened the last few weeks... I will write week 1, week 2 etc. and they will count as a week after.
Week 1:
Normal week until thursday...
I was in this park beside our school and went to go swing. These dudes kept insulting me and my friends cuz ''apparently'' the swings belong to them. I stayed on them and started to listen to music to ignore them. Then, they started pushing us off and hitting us. We left and I ran into the forest.
As I ran in the forest, they came back....the memories...
After a while of ''sitting calmly'', we had to leave to school. Two of the guys came and asked us if we were ok and if those jackasses insulted us badly. My friends were ok, but I just walked my head down and said nothing.
Note: I do not remeber ANY of these informations because of the crisis coming, made me forget it. I will explain the only thing I remember.
When we got out of the forest, I can't remember what they asked me but it ended with ''What do you want Ajax?'' The first response that shot out of my mouth was ''I want to die...''
I slammed myself against the ground and cried so heavily, that I was blind...litteraly...
Now apparently, I was screaming all sorts of things that I lied about (since I am a compulsive liar.....except for that...or that...or- ok you get it...) and kept saiying that I wanted to die.
Here's the thing that I remember the most vividly.
I lifted my head since I was looking at the ground, as I stared at my friends, I was shocked. Ali was crying and looked horrifed. Youthi stared at me horrified too. But the one I remember most was Crystal. She looked devastated and cried without sound.
I can't remember who, but one of them went to go get a teacher. It so happens that the teacher was Mr.Bastien, my tutor.
Now the rest you can guess, people crowded, got in the school and it was worst as I kept screaming ''I want to die!!'' and then I was questioned and etc.
The next day, the school ordered me to stay home. So I did.
Week 2:
RUMORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I F****** HATE RUMORS!!!!
Apparently I had jumped off a tree, or a climbing wall and a plane. Nice.
Week3:
Nothing really....
Last weekend:
Went to the movies friday to go watch Harry Potter 7 and then...yea....
Today:
Morning, tired, afraid that some kid (just like the dead kid in the movie ''Messengers'' is watching me from the back and..................ok no one there....phew....so see ya!
Ajax
